January 2010
Genius! Bahaha.
Offered by an English professor from the University of Colorado for an  Actual class assignment: The professor told his class one day: “Today we will experiment with a New form called the tandem story. The process is simple.. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate right. As Homework tonight, one of you will write the first paragraph of a short Story. You...
Jan 29th
Let’s see what happens with this.. I kinda, really want this to work.
Jan 28th
“I want to remember how you’ve made me laugh and sometimes cry, and I never want...”
Jan 28th
Jan 27th
Shake that ACS!
Spent the entire day today with Allura and the lovely A City Serene. We sat around Kris’s condo, had a meeting about the video shoot, did makeup, and watched A Day To Remember’s DVD. Then Allura and I went to Michael’s and ate some snacks and hung out. I booked their video shoot for this week and I’m so excited. They are absolutely amazing people. Such an inspiration....
Jan 25th
Just got back from Skateworld with Kelly and Nina :] Kelly was stoked that I bought him an Icee. And Nina kept me alive. I had a blast, and I’m glad I went. Hopefully going to the movies tomorrow with Cody<333 I miss my best friend so much. But for now, I’m going to pass out! I love the feeling you get when you’re going to sleep after you haven’t slept for two days....
Jan 23rd
Jan 21st
“I often think of that rare fulfilling joy when I am in the presence of some...”
Jan 19th
I have a really, REALLY, bad feeling about this show. Something is going to go wrong. Whether it’s my Grandma freaking out, the cops being called, anything can go wrong. I just know that something will… and it’s stressing me out really badly.
Jan 19th
Someone just asked me on Formspring if Johnny E. is my boyfriend. It made me laugh. He is NOT. He’s just a good friend. Allura, Johnny, Justin Tyler, and myself all made deals tonight. Stuff’s going to happen on the 12th…we shook on it. It’ll be interesting to see how that night turns out.. Tonight was one of the craziest Epicentre shows I have ever been too. But it was...
Jan 18th
So you know how...
when you get a ride home from a friend, the car ride is usually awkward and quite? Well, not when I ride with Jamilah. We have THE MOST amazing conversations. We understand each other and never judge. I think tonight’s conversation is one of the best we’ve had to far. We talked about something that we both can relate to so deeply. We both understand EXACTLY how the other felt. We are...
Jan 17th
Not to brag or anything. . .
jamilahrebekah: But the conversations that Amanda and I have are the most meaningful and real conversations. We talk from the heart and we know that neither one of us will judge each other for anything that we say because we connect so well. We are both so passionate about what we have to say that our conversations become extremely in depth and before we know it, we’re spilling out our guts to...
Jan 17th
Five years is nothing.
I’m going to make every last second count. No more useless fighting over stupid things. No more making things more difficult for you. No more stupid shit. I promise. I know that when you’re gone, I’m going to break down more than I ever have before. I am so dependant on you to be there for me, which is stupid, because I know you won’t be here forever I could have never...
Jan 15th
Jan 12th
I miss Cody. The old Cody. MY Cody. God damnit. :’(
Jan 10th
Life.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately. About my life in general. Who I am as a person. The people that are in my life. I recently sat down to write a draft of my will. Yes, I am writing a will. Because tomorrow is never promised. I started thinking about everything that I have in my life, and all of the people that love me and surround me. My friends are amazing. All of the ones that I call close...
Jan 8th
“Don’t lose faith in this world just yet; beauty can be found in the...”
Jan 8th
“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what...”
Jan 8th
Dear you,
you know, you make my day. Everyday.
Jan 7th
I hate this. More than you could ever imagine. “When you love someone, you don’t want to hurt them, even if they deserve to be hurt. When you love someone, you want to hurt them, even when they don’t deserve to be hurt.”
Jan 5th
PRAYER FOR CARLY
alluragaris: Read about the accident: “Local band A City Serene deals with aftermath of bus crash” http://www.sdnn.com/sandiego/2009-09-17/concerts-music-clubs/local-band-a-city-serene-deals-with-aftermath-of-bus-crash We all heard it time and time again that her dream has always been to sing and be in a band. Tomorrow she has an appointment with a voice doctor. The accident took away her...
Jan 4th
So I saw The Blind Side tonight. Sure, there were sad parts, but that is one of the best movies that I have seen in years. Amazing. I really want to change someone’s life in the best way I possibly can. Change their whole entire life. Do something like that that I will always be remember for.
Jan 2nd
“There’s nothing of interest to me out there, on Earth, at all.”
Jan 2nd
New Years Resolution.
Stay alive for another year.
Jan 1st